Friday, September 21, 2012

My Amatuer literature

I am no poet but that shouldnt stop me from writing what in my mind in my familiar language in my personal blog. So here i go with the short poems i come up with. the first ones here below.


ಈ ಜೀವವೆಂಬ ದೋಣಿ ಸಾಗುತಿದೆ
ಜೀವನ ಒಂದು ಸಾಗರದಂತೆ ಕಾಣುತಿದೆ
ಅಲೆಗಳ ಅಬ್ಬರಕೆ ನಾ ಹೆದರಲಾರೆ
ಹೆದರಿ ಮುಳುಗಲು ನಾ ಒಪ್ಪಲಾರೆ
ಹೆದರಿದರೆ ಓಡಿ ಹೋಗಲು ಕಾಣುತ್ತಿಲ್ಲ ಸಾಗರದ ತೀರ
ಹೆದರದಿರಲು ನಾನಾಗಬೇಕು ಧೀರ .
ಒಂಟಿಯಾಗಿರುವೆ ಈ ಜೀವನದ ಪಯಣದಲಿ
ಜೊತೆಗಾರರ ಕೊರತೆ ಕಾಣುವುದು ದಾರಿಯಲಿ
ನೀ ಹೋಗುವ ಪಥದಲಿ ಸಿಗುವರು ಸಹ ಪ್ರಯಾಣಿಕರು ಇಂದು
ದಡಮುಟ್ಟುವವರೆಗೂ ನಿನ್ನ ಸಂಗಡ ಇರಲು ಭರವಸೆ ನೀಡರು ಎಂದು
ಜೊತೆಗಾರರ ಕೊರತೆ ನಿಲ್ಲಿಸದು ದಡದೆಡೆಗೆ ನಿನ್ನ ಪಯಣ ಎಂದೆಂದಿಗೂ.
 
                                                               - ಒಂಟಿ ನಾವಿಕ (ನವೀನ)
 

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Friendhip filled with Lessons

Friends know your strenths, weeknesses better than anyone you come across in your life. Sometimes even your teacher may miss out on seeing your strengths and weaknesses but a good friend always knows what you are capable of.  Even the knowledge of your weakness doesnt stop him from encouraging you. You learn from your failures, you also learn from you friends failure. His failure or yours, its very easy to lose hope.

My friends failed love in school scared me of getting into a relationship even in my 20s. Friends failed subject made me hate that subject. His failure in job made me feel "if he has failed , how can i even think of succeeding there". Without mutual encouragement we wouldnt step into a gym regularly. With few friends we even share our crushes, n fight to say " the gal with blue eyes , curly hair is mine and you better back off "(not serious though since both know we wouldnt dare approaching her anyway :P).

Talking about few instances , I called my friend to say that one of my friend(gal) stopped talking to me n i was depressed, but on the other side he told me his gal friend stopped talking to him and i wondered if i really had a reason to be depressed other than the reason of your friends depression??

During my time of Masters away from home i was worried about getting an internship, attended interviews without any positive results. I called my friend who was already interning in a company to tell him i was worried that i havent got a call from a particular company regarding my job offer. On the other side he told me few words that shook me. He said " he was fired from his job". Now was ther anything that i had to be worried of other than his situation? My hands were trembling but i could grasp the severity of the situation. Considering myself a failure i couldnt even console him.

With age grows the severity of reasons to get depressed. Turning into an atheist i hardly can blame god for our failures. I can take things responsible for my own failure but seeing my friends fail is intolerable sometimes.

 
To all my friends out ther with whom i have shared my life in parts I wish you all a very happy and an easy life, just want to be part of your happiness. Goodluck to each and everyone.